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1745
04:31
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Dress like a sheep, bite like a wolf
Speak to me, make me whole
Eyes burn a vision in my soul
Tie me a knot, sway from the tree
Chase the devil, follow me
Different body appetite
Love will kill
Secret group shaking hands
Face masks, gold medal
Death Squad, never ending roam
Year one, to kill or be killed
Damn right, I will never give in
Hands down, If only you’d see
Ain’t nobody fucking with me
[ It’s about you or me ]
Hindsight it looks so easy
I only hang with the best so start pleasing
Mine, keep your hands off
Don’t you try to take it all away
Mine, bet you like these don’t you
Mine, so keep your hands off, you can try
Forever face the fear
Mine, is a poisonous gift
To love is to kill, to have is to lose
You're fucking with me? Well fuck you too.
Even in my face you can't face the truth
I’m reflecting a bitter world in view
Refused, sooner or later
Last shot to the heart, sooner or later
Whenever you hate me I wanna know
Blown back to your harm
Someone will make me deceive you from safety
You'll never know
Gimme a spark whenever you save me
Out of the aching, I wanna know
Last shot through the heart, sooner or later
I’m sorry to say this, I hate you all
I’m bruised, fucking bruised
Bruised, that’s how I defeat the pain
Bruised, fucking bruised
Last shot to the heart, sooner or later
Whenever you hate me, I wanna know
Last shot through the heart, sooner or later
I’m sorry to say this, I hate you all
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Bloemen Noch Kransen
06:19
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Close your eyes, it’s time
Let me give you the final piece of my mind
I’m somewhere lost inside
Buried deep beneath my hidden desires
I must seem tame when all you see is my leash
Surely I am scared when I’m grinding my teeth
But make no mistake -
Dirty hands dig the deepest graves
[ It’s better, so I don’t show
Little do you know, little do you know
You speak and it shows
How little you know, little you know, fool
Keep my wounds to myself and my curtains closed, little do you know Digging for gold or digging a hole
Little do you know, they will never know any better ]
Sugar always sells and every word’s so sweet
That you can’t help yourself
It’s a living hell of powder-coated dreams
But can’t you tell how it is better?
I’d almost start to pity you - Fool
I’m setting things straight - now witness
The filth and the weight - I’m slipping
I’ll take this shit to my grave - resisting
It’s better this way - forgive me
See me
Injured
Face me
Disfigured
Another day another tragedy
Until the serpent fucking swallows me
Curse all gods, I’m setting myself free
Until the serpent fucking swallows me
How to tell a pig that it’s lying in shit?
How to make you see that I was drenched in their spit?
I am alone, like you, unlike you -
Smiling to my face, fool, I will never like you
And as they hang their heads in shame it now is clear what is ours, and who they are
I made us a banner but you started a fucking war
Cast in your shadows
A quietly voiced troth
“Violence brings violence, let’s see what you’ve got”
- Let’s see what you’ve got
Bring me your tar and your feathers, your sick and your poor
I said violence brings violence, it’ll come to your door
I am alone, like you
Unlike you
Smiling to my face fool, I will never like you.
Keep smiling to my face fool, I will never like you
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Keep it clean from the middle to the top
Keep it clean just a little spot
I’m losing my grip while you keep heading up
I’m losing my grip while you keep giving up
I pick up the pieces, do you mind
If you don't chew me, will you bite?
I like to live because i'll die
[ Come and turn me down
‘cause I live for something better
I’m changing, make way ]
Keep on hating, keep me numb
Keep on chasing, keep me dumb
Cut the bullshit, come and save me
Fuck my life, trouble’s what it gave me
I don’t earn shit, this a goldmine
I’m a train wreck, this a lifeline
Keep hating, I don’t feel shit
Keep raging, if you need it
This a lifeline? I’m drowning.
This a goldmine? I’m starving.
This a future? No thank you.
This a fuck up I’ve got used to
No / Drip, drip ’till the bottom’s full
No / Maybe the final one
No / Cut the bullshit
‘cause I live for -
Cover the truth
Still believe the bad to be good
Let me compete, fight my own fight
So these scars can protect me from you
Now who blames who?
I blame you.
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Less Of Everything
04:54
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Oh tender web of love and lies
My head is heavy and my heart is tired
Your fragile chest spread open wide - it's alright
You could ease my thirst if you just keep bleeding
The less you're able to feel, the more you'll need me
A future full of pain and continuous grieving - we'll be fine
But if lying to yourself makes things easier
You just focus on how it was, and forget how it got worse
It's all the same - until you'll figure it out
Our lives won't change for the better
Less of everything, yet it's all that I can see
There's less of everything and I know it shows
You just keep your head high in this pit of despair
It's just a matter of time 'til we'll climb out of here
The darkness came when you went to sleep
I stayed awake - the dark is me
But if lying to yourself makes things easier
You just focus on how it was, and forget how it got worse
It's all the same - until you'll figure it out
Our lives won't change for the better
Our fates entwined, and our misery shared
I find comfort in your silence
In knowing you're still here
There's an end to it all, and it's in our reach
This lifetime of hurt will grant a future so bleak
Oh tender web of love and lies
My head is heavy and my heart is tired
Need more time, swear we'll figure this out
An end to the ache, a renewal of vows
I can't live like this - everything's amiss
It's a shame, how we're all being played
Shifting the blame until our eyes serve no fucking purpose
Two lives, and it's all the same
Baby I won't lie, no I won't change - for you
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Alive & Not Well
04:05
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Did everything I said, killing ‘em quick so I don’t waste my breath
You’re still learning how to live, I’m planning spiteful death
Forty fucking five, I wear the number like a vest
I bet you ain’t heard a thing I said
Your sense of self-importance always clouds your head
Drums still banging, words hit like lead
Bitch, I know that I’m headed for a spiteful death
See I’ve been through the wringer but I came out based
Need that yummy for my tummy, it’s a constant ache
Money ain’t a problem - it’s a threat I face
Don’t want to live a fool’s life - bitch - enslaved
[ I would say I’m either broken or blind today
If only you would fight for me instead of fucking up my life again ]
Only you define the hole in me
Should have known that I can’t get refilled
The greatest debris by date
Fuck me, you won’t find your home at my place
Whatever the outcome
But you can drag me if you think I’m a keeper
The double tongued, they all insist
How you’re just someone who will hardly be missed
But fuck a cult - unless it’s mine you’re with
Shines like silver, tastes like shit
Another cycle of suffering on the treadmill to succes
Hell is everyone else when you’re kept well fed
Closer to the truth and a spiteful death
Hell is everyone else, I need to keep them fed
You crushed my heart -
The only thing to do is get along with myself
War, the only thing that’s slowly making sense to my self
I’ll only make it stop when you get over yourself.
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6 : I Hope You Find Joy In Your Ignorance
Smack my fucking head, you feel me?
Nights i've spent in bliss, not really
Pray for them to slowly pass me by
I do have a lot to offer, I do have a lot to suffer
Yeah you’re pulling tricks, yeah you do magic, to my mind
Somewhat I feel like I am beneath you
Somewhat I feel like I should be near you
You and I we’re one together, you’re the only one that matters
I’m here to make you feel fucking happy all the time
I don’t want to be a quitter, all I'm ought to be is filler
I do want to go home on an ordinary night
Gloom sets the mood
I will bloom - wither soon
Like you know me
[ No light - I’m given ]
As I gave you my world I gave all but a dream.
Does it matter?
In the end of all hurt there’s a little of me, hurting better.
You're in a hurry - so I stumble through
Who have I to lose?
Who have I to - reject me
Should have bear my luck, I didn’t care enough
The world is sick, but so are you
Good luck my friends, we're crashing soon
Suffering minds
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Blood Feud
06:52
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Year one, and you’re still clueless as ever.
This ain’t no record.
Said you’re looking shell-shocked
As the bodies drop
Said it’s mind over matter, yet another cop
It’s in my blood to want it all
Yeah it’s a long way to the top
When the pile is fucking tall
And the killing never stops
But I am infinite, the flesh and blood void
An empty bag of bones since my soul was destroyed
And this is god mode, on my own life
I just want to live so won’t you let me fucking die
Tu parles beaucoup pour un has-been
Tu te crois prince de la scene, t’es le roi de la vitrine
Je mets du respect sur mon blaze pendant que tu danses pour le fric Zero confiance donc soit tu vends, soit t’es flic
Veelbesproken, maar weinig dat klopt
Ze willen catalogeren op mijn kleren of mijn kop
Ik heb leren incasseren en dat zeer nooit stopt -
Heb nu een kroon van pek en veren, doe hen zeer voor sport
[ Too little, too late
You’re bleeding out on the fucking floor
Leaving no doubt
I made my mark. ]
I can’t tell wrong from right, a split right in the middle of my mind’s eye
If I can’t see or feel like the others should I spend all my days gagged and smothered?
I’m failing to feel any lust for life
My back bent, scourged
Strokes of red to stop my racing mind
Scars like corduroy - I am the bottomless pit
A sight like a polaroid soaked in blood and spit
And it’s a harsh truth on your deaf ears, but do you hear me now?
I said “until all is 45, until graceful gold covers my shameful crown” Who are you to judge anyone else, when you barely know yourself?
A copy of a copy of his fathers son
I said “mother don’t you worry ‘bout the shit I’ve done”
For it is done and I have become me.
I said “I’ve lost myself, now I can’t be like everybody else”
Now I can’t be like everybody else.
I aimed to break the cycle yet I only broke myself
My only aim survival
My life a living hell
I am the five-faced king. Clown prince of suffering.
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Doodseskader Ghent, Belgium
DOODSESKADER (“death squad”) is the new brand of sonic terror from the minds of Tim De Gieter (Amenra, Every Stranger Looks Like You,…) and Sigfried Burroughs (Kapitan Korsakov, The K., …).
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