1. |
Circles
05:32
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Someone lost in a loop
Marking tracks in tow
Following footsteps
Shadows left by ghosts
Who left behind their hope
With memories and youth
Falling in love
With who
(Who we used to be)
The ticking of a clock
threatening to stop
Moments frozen in time
Trapped behind glazed eyes
but their faces are fading
Photograph of a face
that holds a strangers gaze
with familiar features
Falling in love
With who
(Who we used to be)
The ticking of a clock
Threatening to stop
One more year
Brand new friends
One more year
Brand new trends
One more year
Brand new home
One more year
Off alone
One more year
Brand new friends
One more year
Brand new trends
One more year
Getting old
One more year
Getting old
Everyone grows up
Everyone gets old
Everyone must stop
But I'm not dead
Yet.
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2. |
Renegade
04:19
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Renegade recall
there's nothing you can do
This positions compromised
Infested with these fucking liars.
The hull can’t stand another
Hit from these bastards
Abandon ship or die in it
Captain
Can you hear me
Captain
Can you hear me
This is Renegade I’m not coming back
I’ve taken shrapnel to the chest
And I’m bleeding out
There's one more round left in my gun
so lets see how they fight
when the sky starts to burn
Tell my son
That I’m sorry
And I hope this
Makes things right
Tell my daughter
That I love her
If I can’t be a farther
I’ll be a better memory
I will die a solider
I hope they all remember me.
One more time
Into the Fray
Live and die on this day
One more time
in to the Fray
Live and die on this day
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3. |
Heartless
07:49
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Staring at the ceiling
the arguments over
and so are you
Veins soaking in wine
My hands are shaking
Please… just move
Do you really want to make this real
Do you really want to make this happen
You always think that I’m wrong
So tell me I am
I’d clean the wine off the floor
Off your clothes
Off your head
But the wines not red
What if she’s just unconscious
What if she’s about to wake up
But you pushed
And she fell
And that's a lot of blood
I need another excuse to believe in
Because if I stop pretending
What does that mean I’ve done?
I’m a murderer
Their coming after me
If I want to fix this I
Have to make things worse
I Have to cover up the scene
The only way out of this hole
Is to dig another
A shallow grave to hide my faults
While empty bottles hide my thoughts
The more I clean this house
The dirtier I get
What if they don’t believe me
What if they find where she is
But they don’t
And you get
Away with everything
The months go by and I
Can’t stop repeating
Those three words inside my head
Constantly screaming
Again, And again
I’m a murderer
I’m tearing at the seams
My friends and my family they
All have no idea
What happened to that girl last year
Tell the truth
I can’t back out of this now
Tell the truth
If they find out then they will tare me down
Tell the truth
There's nothing left inside so leave me alone
I still remember that night
The rain transcended to a storm as I continued to dig
Each swing slowly showing from to her grave
While knowingly deepening my own
Her now vacant eyes burning Into the back of my skull
Filling me with an intense sense of emptiness
A feeling I now know will persist
until the day I join her
No-one can ever know
Every second I can see her
A piercing so perverse
Every moment I can hear her
Screaming those words
Following me
She is stalking me
(Mad rambling)
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
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4. |
Stained Glass
02:16
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Broken wheels
Inside my head
Oh how they scream
From their attempts at turning
Grinding
Away the choice
Smiling
The future brings me joy
Picture me
A perfect scene
Personal fantasy
Screaming
At the sound
Silence
Broken wheels
Behind my head
Painting the back wall
Covering the window
Shining
Down on me
Bleeding
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5. |
ROT
05:03
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I collapse
Silently screaming for help
That my panic attacks have become
Laced in mundanity
Disgusted to find
That people consider
Perpetual crisis the norm
I descend
My hands are shaking uncontrollably
Tearing and slicing my flesh
Just to catch the attention
Of those who ignore
Every other attempt
Yet view this with contempt
It scares me
I don’t want to die
Alone
To die
At all
As I break down from my wasted potential I
Overdose to escape the decay
Slowly killing myself with poison
Until my insides feel the same
Dedication to nothing
But my own destruction
Screaming until I have no voice
Soon if I decide I want to live in the future
I’ll no longer have that choice
It’s crushed me
I don’t want to live
In this world
To live
Any more
I am sick
Of asking for help
And being offered drugs instead of solutions
And I’m sick of everyone I know taking Antidepressants
Because all of their friends are depressed
I am tired of waiting to die in a world
That doesn't care if I live
While being told to be guilty and grateful
For everything I have
Fuck…
Let it rot
Let it rot
Decrepit kin of regressions lens
Bound by location
Bound by conception
Bound by a legacy of inevitable Genocide
From a world in flames
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6. |
Frenzy
05:35
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Just stop
And take a fucking moment to explain
How a society built to imbue anxiety
Is in any way OK
The pressures mounting up
The walls begin to crack
But if I’m not breaking first then something else is
Is something wrong
Inside My head?
Am I fucking delusional
Am I insane?
Because it’s either the world or it’s me
And I’m not on my knees
So point your fingers while you medicate
But don’t you dare call my discontent a disease
Intoxicate and disassociate
From the stench of decay we breathe
Caution
We’re about to lose dominion of our fate
Stop quoting isolated facts and numbers
De-contextualized and fake
It’s not about who’s right
Just admit that something wrong
Because none of us can
Reconstruct this world alone
Is something wrong
Inside My head?
Am I fucking delusional
Am I insane?
Because it’s either the world or it’s me
And I’m not on my knees
Our hands held high
For genocide
Breathe in
Breathe Out
Relax
Slow down
I don’t want to feel this
I don’t want to feel
X4
I don’t want to feel our future is a loss
Struggling to find the lines we’ve yet to cross
I don’t want to play the pessimist again
Convinced the end is nigh and terrified of when
I don’t want to feel my days slip into waste
Walking past my youth and straight towards the grave
I don’t want to fight the world that I live in
But I refuse to let it win
Filled with hate
Falling astray
We decay
A world insane
So point your fingers while you medicate
But don’t you dare call my discontent a disease
Intoxicate and disassociate
From the stench of decay that...
Stop us before we all
Burn
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7. |
Alexithymia
02:54
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8. |
Far For Now
04:20
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The stars above they hold my dreams
But non compare
to the angel in my screen
She’s picture perfect
despite the pixels
on every broken signal
I will hold her close
They say
Distance makes the heart grow fonder
So until I’m closer I will grow
Oh my mystery girl across the sea I
Part the airwaves so you can hear me speak
You know there’s no other like me
well I’ll reach across this whole Damn ocean
just to feel you breathing while you sleep
And I’ll leave my home and make a new one
As long as it’s with you
You cast your line across the sea
I pulled your heartstrings when you found me
We pulled together and fell in deep
Swam in sync our breath held underneath
They say
Distance makes the heart grow finder
And until I’m closer I will grow
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9. |
END
07:56
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We won’t fall
We won’t die
X2
One more step
we come to a standstill
We come to a halt
I hold my breathe
eyes locked on target
and wait for the call
Seconds feel like days
I draw my gun
Target is neutralized
I reload
Ready aim fire and kill
I advance
Switch to my side arm
and empty my clip as I scream
fire the battery
no retreat and give no quarter
Hold the line and push them back
I drop my gun and fall to my knees filled with broken steel from the explosion
Shards cut straight through my face
Iron is all I can taste
Everything starts to seem far away I can't remember where I am
I just need some rest
I just need to get some sleep
A blast knocks me back from my mind
My heart beating out through my chest as I rip out the metal encased in my thigh
I lash out as i slice and I cut and I gut the men standing over me
I climb to my feet as the blood paints me red I run forward and scream
I WON'T DIE
x4
I stand tall
Command the tides of war
My enemies will fall
Marching forth
Against opposing force
and I will kill them all
X2
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